I did have an argument with the little brother. About how he treats people that disagree with him. How nothing my parents gave him advise on, nor my sister or myself for that matter was ever taken seriously. I'm completely worn out with it. And for now, I'm done with him. The meanest thing I've probably ever done in my life. But, my life isn't going to be 70 years, it's going to be, at best, close to 54 years. I don't have the time, nor the patience, or the energy to deal with the petty stuff any longer. Especially with I get the "oh, I forget, you're perfect" crap. Nope. Won't and can't do it any longer. I wish my Sister the best of luck, she's going to catch a load of grief from this, I'm sure. I apologize ahead of time to her and to you all. This is something that's been brewing up for quite sometime. I hope that there is real change in his life and that he can find some peace. If it's an honest change, I'll be more than happy to return to speaking with him. But for now, I can't. It's just one thing that's too difficult for me to put up with at this point in my life.
You may ask why I'm washing some dirty laundry in public. I simply don't want people to think that I haven't screwed the pooch in the past, present or future. However long the future is going to be for me. Probably not the best place to say anything, but this is part of my Terminal Velocity, and the mistakes that I can make while running it.
So, once again, my apologies to everyone. That's something else I've got to work on, my temper and it's consequences.
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